I've been looking back at my past and I wanted to once again apologise for being such an idiot.....
In the past, I was a lazy dumbass who posted things out of impulse, and never thought how it would impact other people. it has caused many negative things such as serious allegations against me and people harassing me online to change my art style and habits, and in my honest opinion, I should've done so. It's been 2 whole years since my drama on this site and others, and I have thought about it densely.
I realized that in the past I have done nothing but let my emotions grab ahold of me without understanding how other people might respond to my actions. I let my laziness affect my art, preventing me from experimenting and changing how my art style looked over time. After 2023 started I devoted myself to change and think over how I post and draw, leading me into my big art style change and cleaner premise when posting things. it physically pains me that I have harmed the trust of so many because of how I acted and once again, I sincerely apologize for it.
it's hard to let this go and I have gotten some serious therapy for it. I was discharged from CBT about half a year ago and am planning on starting Trauma-Based Therapy in the next 3 months. I also plan on continuing to listen to my fans a little more and focus on not posting NSFW topics for the most part. I want to have trust with my viewers and not be seen as a monster, so I'm doing my very best and working my very hardest to change for the better and leave all my bad behavior behind me.
I hope that all of you can forgive me because I hate how the younger me did all those things without thinking of the consequences. I was young, horny, and stupid. and I wanted and still want it to change. thanks for taking the time to read my apology... and see you guys soon....... or not.....